my lil scream

Classical Renaissance XII by SPSE

2012-01-29T21:54:00.005+08:00

8th January 2012

It's Singapore Polytechnic String Ensemble 12th Concert!

Okay I'll only post one photo. Too lazy to save the nice photos from Facebook. :X

But anyway, I don't know why I carry my bag like that at that point of point.

That's Sookmin, Me, Jiahui, Dennis & Chris. Waiting for bus arrival to head over to ... ...

NAFA campus 3!

Reach SP at 8am in the morning! Reach NAFA at 10am.

Practice rehearsal practice rehearsal practice rehearsal.

Actual concert at 5.30pm.

Thanks MissAlisonHo for coming down to support!

After concert? Head back to SP clear the stuff and everything.

Had Din-per(Dinner + Supper) at Clementi mall KFC!

Reach home at 12midnight and I has work the next day. ):

Oh well, this is the final journey of me in SPSE as a member.

I'm an unofficial alumni until I officially graduated from SP on 22nd May!

CAN'T WAIT!

Sorry for the wait.

2012-01-02T21:16:00.005+08:00

I know I know.

I hasn't post anything here for 2 months.

Yes, I'm going to post what has happen for the past two month, briefly.

I can't remember when I actually ended my FYP.

It was a fun memorable one. Thou the process sucks.

Well, all we have to wait is result day. I hope for an A. Like really.

Spend so much effort and time for it.

The mock interview, I screwed it.

It's okay.

25th November 2011

Meet ups with the girls ! to Swee Choon Dim Sum.

Was an awesome one! Had long chat and gossips.

Spend $25 torturing our stomach. HAHAHA.

We should meet up more often (Next month we really did meet up!)

29th November 2011

MNet Asian Music Award !!!!

WOOHOOOOOOOOO BEAST IS MY BOYFRIEND, no actually.

Had the chance to perform with them. OMG they are hottttttt. (no i'm still not into Kpop, sorry)

Althou we couldn't get a group shot with them. ):

XinYee and Me with our ghostly make up and costume.

MY PASS!! :D

5th December 2011

I've unofficially graduated from Singapore Polytechnic. ):

This is when I start my ITP, meaning attachment.

Working at OCBC, the 1st day went quite sian, cause we were to go out to other places. ):

2nd day was, bored. I HAD NO COMPUTER, stare into the wall doing nothing.

3rd day was tiring. And so on.

I'm already used to my working life right now.

Seriously, today(2 Jan 2012 is a Monday, and i'm home all day, BORED) wish i had something to do. (LOL)

11th December 2011

SPSE 16th belated Birthday!

Okay, annual nerd dinner and ~~dance~~ drinks.

Borrow all the possible nerd stuff from everyone I knew.

It was an eventful night with talking and pekcek-ness, which i don't wish to mention.

24th December 2011

SPSE mini X-Mas celebration !

Yes, SPSE is just part of me already.

ITP is killing me while these group of people always there, supporting me from all the stress i had from ITP. T.T

And all my SMS spams about my ITP related stuff. HEHEEHS.

But anyway, we squeeze thru the way from douby to orchard.

From eating carls junior to play games to eat curry.

31st December 2011

Went to meet up with Bun Fren and Bee with Ah Tim.

HAHA. Had Mac Breakfast at ChongPang!

Had chitchat session with them and Smart Ah Tim.

Like seriously, he could really talk, future playboy!

And than head off to SP before going to bedok to meet up with the rest!

Had dinner with 4 others while the rest is like really late.

We book the bike like at 8pm and waited till 12midnight for everyone to come.

Count down at East Coast Park before heading off to town area.

And that's damn tiring. Thanks guys for helping me to repair the chain back, TWICE.

And sorry that i keep make fun of tangjie. HEHE.

Breakfast at MAC (again) Had lots of chatting and laughing.

Cycle back to ECP and to Bedok jetty till we wait the bike shop to open.

Got home at almost 10.30am.

Happy 2012 people ! (:

November

2011-11-03T14:53:00.002+08:00

Another 31 days had just past.

It's November.

Seriously, all this while it's so busy with FYP.

Yes, Final Year Project.

Nothing much has happen recently, seriously, my life sucks till now.

Can't think of much to do, wen t down so many part time job interview, but i'm still waiting.

Taiwan trip on the 11 March to 16 March with SPSE :D

Seriously, i can't wait, CAN YOU ?!

KL trip before going Taiwan with BUN. :D

After Taiwan i wish to go to Korea/Hongkong with my siblings, if they going.

All my attachment money will all be gone by than !

idontknowwhattostudyafterpolylifeistillcannotdecide.

2011-10-21T01:40:00.002+08:00

tell me something that i don't already know.

the burning passion got myself in deep shitxzxzxz.

i just want the best memory for my last concert of my life.

i mean, well, i won't be going to uni. if you all know.

than i won't be joining any other strings club.

so this would probably be my last concert, playing.

i will still attend concerts.

NOT THOSE, YEAHHHHHHHHHHH MY KPOP STAR IS HERE.

Don't lame, they grow old, too.

Music, don't grow old, but vintage-y.

anyway, maybe i shouldn't even have mention it.

maybe i shouldn't started it.

now, 进退两难

2011-10-10T23:53:00.001+08:00

Hello everybody !

Do support support yeah ! http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=100003041646529

2011-10-10T23:52:00.001+08:00

feeling so empty. ):

It's October babe!

2011-10-01T01:38:00.004+08:00

It's the time of the year where I use to start planning where to travel during the school holidays.

That was two years back when i'm still in secondary school.

And, my poly life is going to end soon !

5 more months ! Feb but graduating in May? I guess.

Well that's not my main point.

I don't even have a main point, do I?

Something REALLY random came across my mind few minutes ago.

maybe i should blog about something which, I hate about ?

Actually I don't really hate anything that much to the extent I would wish to kill someone.

- hate it when people actually criticize what I like.

- what I wear, even if it don't match, com'on that's my style, weird.
- what I thinks, but usually people don't really listens to me, anymore.

- what I adore. Can't think of anything.

- where I go, even going out alone, this doesn't shows i'm lonely. >( maybe sometimes, well )

- Lastly, outcasted, UNKNOWINGLY.

Maybe there's still more, i need more time to think.

bye see you blogger.

say hello to goodbyes

2011-09-29T01:54:00.002+08:00

hasn't been blogging for one good month.

Being too busy lazy and procrastinating.

Well, it's a month time, where, i did a lot of things.

in love out of love.... NAH not at all.

Anyways, bet i don't have much readers now, but still,

read my last blog entry.

update about the mozart concert, abit.

Well, it wasn't really that fantastic i guess.

We were like, their live CD player. enough said, it's good yet not so good experience.

Remembered after the last paper, immediate next day had combine rehearsal till the concert day itself. Good job, but, i guess everyone enjoy it, right ?

Cause i did, especially the narrator so cute ! HAHA !

XiaLi and HuiQing came down to watch my concert. <3

than, ohoh, it was frenda's bday as well !

AND i missed the chance to go USS with them T.T

than was the usual tuesday thursday thing.

11th september.

It's was Hui Qing WEDDING ! :D

Despite being bridesmaid for few times, but it really felt different.

Cause was friend of same age ! :DD

Stay over night at her house the day before, slept at 3+ and woke at 5+ to start prepare gate crush and stuff. HA.

Wedding dinner at bottle tree park, decoration was (Y)(Y) NICE.

Outside deco, not bottle tree park deco, other wise will be a plain and plain deco.

can't find a better word to describe.

It's was hello kitty theme white and black theme feel. (too lazy to post picture ! FACEBOOK)

And left her dinner early to rush home, free ride by marilyn parents, to pack my stuff for my KL trip.

Reach home bath pack luggage, sleep on sofa at 12 woke at 3am to take taxi to changi.

and waited for 3 long hours to take the plane. IT WAS DELAYED !

so waited for another hour, TSK.

reach KL airport, and our luggage was force open, THANKS ARH. tigerairway sucks THOU it's CHEAP _|_ should have took photo of my luggage.

But my sister said it's common. i give her the "/ well face.

nothing much, i spend finish my money thou.

than i can't remember what's after KL trip. HAHA it's too recent.

had a 2d1n chalet on Monday, 26-27sept. ( thou people last min pangseh me!!!): )

we still have fun drinking plain water.

TILL THAN, too tired to continue blogging. HOHOHO.

2011-08-29T23:16:00.002+08:00

been not myself recently.

idon'tknow.

been coping with so many things recently, i just want to relax myself.

brother not yet recover, 6th sister almost admit to hospital yesterday.

force her to eat medi and let her sleep.

you know how tired it is to take care of them when i'm at home, alone?

i actually told my 2nd sister this, "feel so tired when you all are not at home, parents nag, they sick. I don't feel that i'm the youngest, at all."

being sensible enough, i shouldn't have said that last night. it does kill me and sis a little(iguess). i don't know why this actually pop out from my mind, i must be crazy or just too tired. i want to have fun sometimes. being sleeping late recently, because that's like the only free alone time i have for myself. i only could do some research surf net maple twitter watch movie at night, like after 11pm. Like now. It's 1123pm now by the way. i don't know how long more i will type. just want to find some place to rant my feelings out. dad has being worried that my illness is because of the infection that bro pass it to me. i told him, if really by end of the week i'm still not recovering i will go down to ktph for a full body check up.

i hope it's really because me sleeping late this month. hahahs.

i hope i could do well in my last paper, which i think i could. (:

4th september, i can't wait.

and so is 11th september !

2011-08-20T00:43:00.001+08:00

‎1. let everyone know you by doing something bad
2. do something good but no one will remember
3. do nothing and take the blame
4. do something which you don't know what and everyone starts dislike you

i think i'm stuck at option 4.

been thinking this since the start of the term or semester.

what have i done wrong to deserve all the cold shoulder?

say hi and smile, yet they ignored me. ):

WELL, drop this topic.

I CAN'T WAIT FOR TUESDAY

HOPE I CAN GET TO EAT CEREAL PRAWN

2011-08-18T19:12:00.001+08:00

i finally could breathhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh !!!!

like this week, i have FOUR for goodness sake paper.

Others have four paper spread over three weeks.

AND IT'S NOT THE END YET.

Still have two more to clear ! ):

finally have this little time to do something i like and love.

like blogging, surf net, watch movie.

so on and on and on.

YEAH.

Tomorrow i will be back to study for next tuesday paper. ):

2011-08-13T12:02:00.000+08:00

Exam madness.

do i have the time ?

not my day. like seriously.

2011-08-06T16:50:00.003+08:00

Seriously i hate everything that happen today.

Like what the shit. Everything just not in the way i want it to be.

Wait i don't even know what i want.

-rant and rant and rant-

I just won't cool down.

Early morning wake up, dad nags at me because the curtain wasn't open.

WHEN my 4th sis was the last one to wake apart from my niece who is still sleeping in the room.

Like what the fuck. _|_ (-.-) _|_

And my sis pretend nothing happen and went toilet. So i went to open the curtain.

Still say next time wake up open WHEN I WASN'T THE LAST PERSON.

FUUUUCCCCKCKCKCKKCKCKCKCKCKCKCK.

the tissue use finish left the empty box, he just scolded me like again.

WTFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF.

hello, i don't use tissue in the tissue box okay.

i use those packet tissue kies !

AND HELLO. I REACH HOME LIKE AT 11PM ALMOST EVERY WEEKDAYS.

HOW COULD I POSSIBLY BE THE ONE THAT USE FINISH?

and guess what I never took tissue from that box before.

ALTHOUGH I'M HAVING FLU. FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK THAT TOO.

Just too pekcek over small little things like that.

I'm always the one to be blame for.

Home. That's not even a home that i wish for.

Illness also i got blamed.

My 4th sis SEE IT'S ALWAYS HERRRRRRRRRRR. FUCCCCCCCCCCCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKk.

Asshole. She fall ill recently and blame me that i pass the disease to her.

This kind of things also can push the blame to me ?

say what now need do closing cannot take MC go see doctor also no use.

but you still went right. asshole.

HAVE YOU DONE ANY PART IN THIS FAMILY ?

I HELP COOK DINNER ON WEEKENDS.

I HELP BROTHER CHANGE HIS GAUZE DUE TO THE OPERATION HE HAS ON HIS STOMACH.

HAVE YOU SEEN THE HOW BIG THE HOLE IS ?

YOU KNOW HOW DISGUSTING IT CAN BE.

DO YOU KNOW ?

I bet you don't.

you know how bad it smells?

days after i 1st help him to change the gauze and he went for his check up and say that it got infected?

you know at that point of time i scare the infection might be the cause of my illness?

i'm weak in handling my emotions.

i'm a weakling.

i just

didn't want to tell anyone of you.

falling ill is like falling apart.

2011-08-05T00:09:00.002+08:00

This is just not the right timing.

The due of many projects, exam and test are coming.

Till one I still don't know when is PM test.

No is my tutor also don't know.

In two week time starting from 15th august.

Monday - CRM

Tuesday - DPSF and ISPA can die.

Than next week - OSCM

Than the following week - 31st August FMP.

And HOLIDAY. Not really but FYP kind of thing.

I wish to start early like as early as possible.

So we don't need to rush things again and again and again.

Anyway, today ensemble was surprisingly not young.

LOL

i expect then to be in the mid 30s but were much older.

BUT their voice I personally feel is so much better than the recording from others lah !

apart from our sucky playing.

k bye;

2011-08-01T22:40:00.001+08:00

say hello to good bye !

bored

2011-07-30T17:42:00.000+08:00

my title suggest what i feel now.

2011-07-25T23:25:00.000+08:00

er. wow, hee.

(:

2011-07-23T23:14:00.001+08:00

i want to go Sydney one day.

2011-07-22T21:20:00.001+08:00

i don't know what i want too. LOL.

mozart

2011-07-22T00:00:00.002+08:00

i don't want to play for concert.

you know how stress i was today to the extent i broke down ?

i want to be the best, but i just can't.

~~i'maloser.~~

anyway, i'm better now. LOL such a woman am i.

get lost you sucker (MY EMOTIONS) SHOOSHOO.

maybe

2011-07-19T14:32:00.000+08:00

maybe i should go home early today to rest and chiong project. T.T

thinking the past

2011-07-18T23:35:00.001+08:00

well. what's more i can expect.

i knew they are doing this for a reason but why?

this de-motivates me to actually

well. i want to save up and buy a violin.

and practice alone.

for now projectssssssssssssssssssssssssss.

brilliant

2011-07-17T23:07:00.003+08:00

the most brilliant thing that was ever invented

internet, i could travel to the rest of the whole thru here ! and i'm doing so now.

i'm happy like that.

so self deceiving. LOL

so anyway, talking about my passion, it has now become a burden.

I have 2 OSCM assignment (not start)

2 ISPA assignment (not start)

1 CRM assignment (on going)

just too many things too little time. or maybe my time management sucks yo.

okay my time management sucks.

but there isn't much time too.

okay back to what i want to say, wait what do i want to say ?

i don't have enough time for assignment

i don't have enough time for concert preparation

i don't have enough time for practice

i don't have enough time to study

i wish one day have 30 hours and not 24.

So i could work 22 hours and sleep 8 hours.

and i'm falling sick. -.-

what a good timing. THANKS

Hello.

2011-07-16T21:54:00.001+08:00

I'm too lazy to change the picture lah !

anyway it describe what i feel now. so yeah.

hell yeah.

stupid question

2011-07-10T23:33:00.001+08:00

by asking me what's wrong with me won't get the answer.

done of changing skin

2011-07-04T05:19:00.000+08:00

now i'm left with putting in the links. OH HELL. and maybe i should change a picture.

2011-06-30T20:11:00.001+08:00

i have to change blogskin. WTSSSS.

2011-06-13T01:54:00.005+08:00

这都不是我想要的。在你们眼里有我的存在吗？

每一次好像都是我不知道很多很多的东西，但是当我知道了我的心碎了。

我在想，我到底做错了什么。。

为什么你会这样对待我呢？

我很后悔，以前和你说的每一件事。我不应该相信你的。

我最讨厌和痛恨别人一直都在乱说其他人的闲言闲语。

你认为别人会好过吗?原本不是真的都会变成真的，这是一件很痛苦的事。

曾经经历过，也不想再有那种感觉。别说我冷酷无情，这是我一向来的作风。

可能，自己经历过了，我不想朋友都掉入这险境。

每一扇门都有两面。每一个硬币都是不同的画面。

每一个人都有自己能和不能说的故事。

我，是个自由者。

我，不会因为你们，而倒下。

我，不需要你这八卦朋友。

我。。说不下去了。

atimesiwishmyfriendsdidntreatmeinvisiblewhathaveidonewrongwhathaveidotodeservethis

whatifigotyourpositionwilltheystillbelikethistomeorwouldyoustillbelikethattome

ireallyhopeyouaremyfriendstopneglectingmewillyouihateitlikethis

itreatallofyoumyfriendbuteverytimewhentheresomethingiamalwaysnotoldeventheflight

reallywhatamitoyouallidontwantjustbecauseofmyranklastyearyouallfaketobemyfriendiamlikethat

ifyouallstilldontlikethewayiamgetalife

2011-05-29T22:08:00.002+08:00

i've seen thru so many things in life,

at times i don't even dare to give real comment when people ask me how i actually feel.

all i say was huh, i was alright, but deep down, i dont even dare to say a word.

think about it, as i grow older, i rarely talk to my sister about what happen to me, in school; studies or cca.

but they always knew that i was super tired after CCA mostly tuesday and thursday.

Always reach home at 11plus, and next day i still have school.

Oh wait, why am i posting this ? like so random.

I don't have CCA next week ! (Y)

Like i could finally rest and go home early to sleep and won't be late for school the next day.

But still, what happen last tuesday... ):

i wonder am i up to the standard to be part of ensemble.

maybe i still can survive in 2nd violin, but not 1st.

i don't have time for CCA anymore. it's my last year of poly i want to score well.

i want to... get at least once honor roll, which i knew i can't.

sometimes i regret, both, academically and passion.

i don't know why i am typing all this shit.

i'm already year 3.

only one last year, and i don't know where my futures leads me to.

sigh.

ACCA ?

i don't know the money.

University ?

My results don't even allows me to go to any university.

idontknowwhattodo.

i can't excel in studies nor music.

locked.

2011-05-28T19:20:00.002+08:00

what happen.

sigh.

locked,idontunderstand

i want this ear piece !

2011-05-25T14:17:00.001+08:00

I want this ear piece where to find !
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KQ6zr6kCPj8

So nice !
Everyday i'm shuffling ~

2011-05-22T01:58:00.001+08:00

busybusybusybusy.

kthanksbye.

2011-05-11T01:03:00.001+08:00

i want to have cold stone ice cream one day ! just one day !

http://www.coldstonecreamery.com.sg/

why, cause i've watch the video at clicknetwork.tv !

So tempting !

http://www.clicknetwork.tv/watch.aspx?c=1&p=13&v=539

little miss and mr rule Google !

2011-05-09T18:38:00.001+08:00

So cute ! everytime you refresh a new image come out this is what i manage to capture !

yo ho yo ho ~

2011-05-06T23:53:00.003+08:00

yo ho yo ho a pirate's life for me

indeed, it's coming.

Captain Jack is coming !

19th of May, it's Thursday ! Book your ticket now !

get on board to their Facebook fanpage !

http://facebook.com/AllAboardSG

pssssssst ! they have a contest to win something ! Head there to get a look !

watch their trailer !

Of cause, there's MORE than 1 trailer ! Go catch it at YOUTUBE now !

All rights, they have THREE games on Facebook; namely;

Pirate Yourself, Battle Galleons and Skull Creator !

I've tried Battle Galleons ! Take a look at the screen shots !

Well, of cause I choose Captain JACK !

this step is where you have to place you move and guess where your opponent places theirs!

I'm Ready ! Let's Start !

Yeah ! I've won ! I've won !!

the reason why I've blogged about this is because of him.

A serious man looks wiser than he is.

Pirates of the Caribbean.

Wait for me !

“Catch Pirates of the Caribbean: On Stranger Tides movie starting from 19^th May 2011 and join the official Disney Studios Singapore Facebook & Twitter page!”

2011-05-02T21:32:00.001+08:00

it's only the 3rd week of school.

and i feel so tired already.

2011-04-29T00:57:00.001+08:00

sometimes i wish that they are more co-operative.

sometimes i wish that i don't care about it so much.

sometimes i wish that i shouldn't have bothered to help.

sometimes i wish that i should just take it as nothing happen.

spse. ):

baddest day ever.

2011-04-18T23:10:00.002+08:00

It rain in the morning, TWO buses came at the same time.

Move very slow, one JC girl step on my foot.

Reach interchange, walk up the escalator to MRT (AND I TYPE MST INSTEAD OF MRT)

what is wrong todayyyyyyyy ! did i wear the wrong colour ?! ):

saw the notice says 2 min Pasir Ris train, for those who don't stay at Red Line, there's straight train to pasir ris via jurong, so no need to change train.

I ran up the escalator, guess what, I TRIP AND FELL.

AND NO ONE HELP ME UP. ):

dash in the 2nd door without knowing it bleed on my toe too, i thought was on my knee only.

Saw TangJie and her friend in the MRT.

And than realise my shoe has a puddle of blood.

CRAP.

TWO big cuts ! ):

Lucky that they have tissues and plaster.

I WILL CRY LIKE MAD if no one is there to help.

went to SB and clean my wound, i endure from woodlands to dover.

Awesome maxzxzxzxz.

and was pai kah the whole, no joke.

PLEASE DO NOT RUN UP THE ESCALATOR

solutionssssssssss

1. go out of your fucking house 15mins earlier.

2. if bus still don't come go take other side bus, which will go to kranji/marsiling. so much faster than taking 912 to woodlands.

3. walk to mrt station.

4. just be late for school.

i will choose, FOUR.

like duh.

the cutest thing i've got in my poly life.

and i'm year 3 as of today.

~~report~~ i meant participation card.

it worth 10% of my module.

-.- !

drawing of the day

SERIOUSLY NOT MY DAY.

taken from tumblr

2011-04-18T23:08:00.002+08:00

1. Money can’t buy happiness but

somehow, it’s more comfortable to cry in a BMW than on a bicycle…

Well, who wants to cry on a bicycle ?

2. Forgive your enemy, but

remember the motherfucker’s name.

i will, AND I"M STEPPING ON IT NOW.

3. Help a man when he is trouble & he will remember you

when he is in trouble again.

(LOL, people who keep borrow money)

4. Many people are alive only because

it’s illegal to shoot them.

(i will be dead, too.)

5. Alcohol does not solve any problem, but then,

neither does milk.

(at least it does make my feeling numb.)

2011-04-17T23:14:00.002+08:00

so tired. i dont feel like drawing.

but i still did

2011-04-17T23:10:00.002+08:00

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2011-04-16T01:10:00.002+08:00

sometimes when i want to say, people will think that what i say is rubbish.

when i've got nothing to say, they think that i don't contribute.

i'm not someone that talks a lot, unless i have points to share, but i do crap for long.

but if, you think that, what i say about anything during meeting you don't like, just tell me, you don't have to tell the next batch about it. i DIDN'T even do anything. Okay, maybe i amended your ideas, i'm contributing. why do i seems to do the wrong things at the wrong time to all of you ? i hate you you you and you. i want to disappear for long. as long as i could let go of the passion i had in music. as long as until i'm dead.

yeah, i club i drink i smoke. SO WHAT.

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paradox, so what, i don't need people to give me nasty comments, WHEN did i give nasty comments to you ? you DON'T have to judge me by the way i behave. because i don't like you too, friend. i like to self contradict, i call you my friend yet i don't like you. that's is why i hate myself.

2011-04-14T01:41:00.001+08:00

over SPSE September mozart concert.

it's raining everyday. ):

i want to be in my own world sometimes.

i hate my eldest sister and her "husband", so fuck up.

2011-04-10T01:24:00.000+08:00

2011-04-08T22:53:00.001+08:00

2011-04-08T00:36:00.000+08:00

Double post for today

2011-04-06T23:35:00.001+08:00

that's how i felt.

2011-04-06T01:40:00.003+08:00

well, pictures just said what and how i felt that day.

nothing much, at least, i still blog. (:

dont understand why, guys only think in 1 way,

while girls think too many ways.

2011-04-04T23:52:00.000+08:00

2011-04-03T23:19:00.001+08:00

Shopping at City Square !

2011-04-02T23:11:00.005+08:00

Meet up with Bun and Hc at 12+ t Kranji MRT station !

Change money and waited for 170 !

Both of them keep say, HUNGRYHUNGRY !

Hahahs ! Headed over to Kim Gary and had lunch !

Things I ordered.

Beef Bake Lotus Leaf Rice.

And it come with ..

Soup Drink and Dessert.

Bun order.

Chicken baked rice.

And it come with the Drink Soup and Dessert. Same stuff.

HC order.

and come with Kim Chi !

And we ordered few more items !

Peanut Bread, red pepper fries and popcorn chicken.

And that's how our table look like.

So much !

And we spend 69/79RM(forget already) just to get the meal !

And the journey starts !

Headed to Padini 1st and BUN bought her flower head band !

Than we wanted to go to inner city but before that we went to Etude house, empty handed.

TonyMoly !

They plastic like nice hor !

And what I've got ?

A lot.

Liquid eyeliner ! Like finally.

And got free BB cream, most popular in Korea.

Oh i've got membership too ! anyont wants to buy anything from TonyMoly tell me !

It's INTERNATIONAL membership !

The other two bought blusher; Concealer and eyeliner !

Amount spend : 24RM

Waston !

Silkygirl !

Don't know why, I've change back to this brand. LOL

Trying their new mascara. Hopefully it is better.

HC got her fake eyelash there !

Amount spend : 21RM

Random shop.

Finally got my new eyelash curer rubber thing.

5.50rm !

BUT i went to other shop it sold only 3.50 !

ARGHHHHH ! ):

Got this ring at 3.90 ! HAHAHA !

And we three buy the same ring. xD

Forgot what's the name already.

Headed back to Padini.

Yeah ! WATCH ! after procrastinating for very long !

24rm !!

Ohoh they are having sales like everywhere !

10% 20% 50% and 70% !

Cannot spend anymore next week !

Haven't get pay all my money spend already !!

2011-04-02T01:03:00.005+08:00

i just don't have a common topic to talk about already.

~~it's either taiwan trip of ITP. which dont even know what to say about.~~

just some random note to self.

1. take meal at regular timing.

2. bring medicine OUT every time.

it's been long i last have gastric, well, don't care lah.

hopefully it wont happen again.

like seriously.

working at Safti Army camp located at JooKoon.

Damn tiring !

the kitchen and the place to serve the food is like damn far apart!

the "boss" keep !@#$%^&*( don't even know so stress for what !

is he didn't even give a proper briefing!

Like the briefing only say how to serve and clear, never say when CAN serve, when TO serve.

ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ.

so pissed off!

whatever, hope Monday won't be him again !

everybody look to the left, everybody look to the right !

2011-03-31T01:52:00.001+08:00

Price Tag - Jessie J

been listening it over and over again ! :D

2011-03-30T22:47:00.002+08:00

Job Training at Serangoon Studio, whatever lah.

After the training head over to NEX mall and have breakfast + lunch.

Swensen student meal !

Mega Burger !

The person laugh at us sia.

wah lao.

When shopping for a moment.

and i FINALLY bought the ear ring i saw at HELEN the last time i went NEX !

CLOVER ! $8 ! dont know is expensive or cheap leh. :S

i've decided not to spend anything next week.

So if want to buy tml have to buy ! LOL

Workworkwork ! (:

2011-03-28T16:41:00.002+08:00

Decided to buy new bag and wallet Online.

But oversea website.

The extra charge was reasonable la.

Plus shipping everything less than $25.

Yeah, i decided to get this bag, Two Pocket Bag.

It's obvious enough that it has two pocket at the front.

Haa! Hopefully it will be nice in the actual one not just on picture !

It cost, $10~$15 as the weight is not indicated on the website.

I wanted the other bag, which cost $21~$25.

But i scare quality not good ! Pray hardddd !

I got this wallet from the same website !

Not exactly same company.

It's about $10 also.

Hope everything faster reach singaporeeeeeeeeeeeee !

2011-03-27T22:43:00.003+08:00

so many things i want to get !

Joey wedge ! From Cotton On !

$40 !

3D unicorn Ring !

Topshop, dont know singapore have or not.

Owl Ring.

Source Unknown.

i want i want !

2011-03-27T00:41:00.001+08:00

不喜欢。

很讨厌。

你走开。

快滚啊！

burnt suntanning

2011-03-24T14:48:00.002+08:00

Went suntanning yesterday with Ade and Joei !

meet up at 11am and head to Sentosa at 11.30am.

2hours+ of tanning, especially at noon time, best, but burnt.

i'm going to to that X on my back already. T.T

Head to had pizza for lunch with them + wylie and shi ting !

Finally the 5 of us meet up ! LIKE FINALLY, the last time we actually are together, SDT paper.

that's LONG.

headed to school as there's ensemble yesterday and they went off shopping i guess.

Ensemble.

ONLY 13 people !

That's a lot.

Well, hope next week will be better as the people that went taiwan will be back by than.

I'm working tomorrow.

INCOME. Yeah.

K till here.

2011-03-20T22:34:00.002+08:00

i've survive the "supermoon" !

rumors have been saying that "supermoon" was cause of the tsunami of japan.

i repeat, RUMORS.

weather it is true or not.

WE HAVE SURVIVE SUPERMOON on 19th March !

in conclude, it does not cause the tsunami in Japan; neither the earthquake.

the above blog post is just my stupid opinion.

thank you.

2011-03-16T18:07:00.001+08:00

i will kill mozart before mozart come alive and kill me for playing his song until so sucky.

2011-03-13T21:24:00.002+08:00

you cannot ask me to stop.

the earth is spinning every second.

so i'm changing everyday.

i shall wait for all photos to be loaded.

2011-03-11T22:37:00.001+08:00

stop envy how i have a big and nice family. because i don't have one.

2011-03-08T01:13:00.002+08:00

you call yourself a mother of them ?

SHAME ON YOU.

always let the two kids stay with us.

i know their school are far part, like a few streets away.

than can no need throw them here every day right ?

our room is not VERY BIG ARH.

the kids one 13yearold guy 11yearold girl have to sleep together every night at my house.

He's too big to sleep with his sister, and she is too big to sleep with her bro !

shame on you, SIS.

i dont know why i have such a sister like you.

divorce, fight for the children, now throw to us ? I RATHER THEY STAY IN HARDSHIP WITH THEIR DAD THAN STAYING WITH YOU AND THEIR FUCK STEPFATHER.

Their dad call them almost every week end an d EVERY HOLIDAY.

Bring them out to eat, you know to a kid like them, how bliss izzit to eat a meal with their dad ?

sometimes when they most needed their parents to be around, just to sign their spelling book.

just to sign their consent form, letter. you know how afraid they are to call you ?

you just dont fit to be their mum.

like seriously.

i understand how much they want the attention from you.

they are like 7 and 9 years a part from me.

i admit i still want my mummy attention, i want my daddy attention.

i'm the youngest at home, the so-called new generation.

yet i feel the pain for them.

not that we dont like them to stay with us, we want them to feel loved by their mum.

but once and again and forever, NEVER will the mum understand.

i understand how little attention my sis got when she was young.

my siblings age gap was like 1 or 2 years. but i'm 9 years a part.

the attention will be all on me, cause i'm already the youngest.

sometimes when my parents ask me if want to had breakfast/lunch and they go tabao, you know how much i want to cry and thanks my parents ? be it they themself want to go down and eat or just because they scare i got gastric. know how much it hurts when they ask me to stay home and wait and not letting me to go tabao myself ?

i want my sis to do that for my niece and nephew.

i want my sis to leave that guy.

i want my sis to care for their children more.

my nephew is so strong that he only break down when he take a shower, until he cannot take it ?

he want his real dad, i know. but there's nothing we could do about it.

nothing.

Exam's over Parties' here !

2011-03-06T18:29:00.003+08:00

Finally the exams are over ! (:

28th Feb-Monday LAST paper ! YEAH.

Stayed back in school to get the flyers done and distributed.

DAMN TIRED. I swear i won't do flyer distribution unless you pay me $30 for 1000 pieces ! >)

had KOI, icecream milk tea + botak jones.

I swear I puke everything when I got home. T^T

1st March-Tuesday

Headed to Chinese Garden swimming pool.

FREAK OUT. it's a must to wear swim suit now.

pfffffffft. ):

wasted trip.

Head down to Joei's house to dry swim instead.

I KEEP LOSING. Argh. ):

head home at 9pm!

2nd March-Wednesday

I basically woke up super late that day.

12noon. not very late like 3pm the other time. :X

stayed home the whole afternoon and prepare at 6pm to head to yishun and meet BUN.

suppose to meet her at 7.30pm northpoint but I stomachache. ZZZ

reach bus stop at 7.30pm AND FREAK THE BUS. 20mins than come.

than blahblahblah.

head to BK bar to had dinner.

that's me bun prawn and bee's friend; xianhui.

head to rebel+zirca after dinner. (:

Martell really make us drunk.

had fun for the whole night ! (:

althou keep going to toilet. "/

and the suay-est thing that happen. my shoe spoil. -.-

head to mac at 4.30am.

Pictures !

individual photos !

Unglam :X

auntie Bee having her hot tea !

my current Facebook profile picture !

HEHE !

Shall update after the camp ! (:

2011-02-27T22:24:00.002+08:00

3rd uncle, get well soon.

although we are not close (shall not say anymore)

aiya.

get well soon.

life is just so unpredictable.

one month time, such a big different.

back to posting.

2011-02-25T21:54:00.002+08:00

I know i hasn't been posting much recently.

so rusty already ! "/

alrights, this is what i did during V day !

yeah ! blood donation !

that's my 2nd blood donation of my life !

than, i can't really remembered what i did eh. "/

Study ?

it's exam week by the way. ):

i have one last paper ! yet i'm already feeling holiday mood.

well.

Went to catch up with BUN ! <3

movie with her at AMK hub !

Just go with it !

Very nice movie !

it's not about the physical appearance that we should go after.

it how we could share everything with the partner and not lying about anything.

nice show.

time

2011-02-15T23:21:00.000+08:00

time will never be enough for me everyday.

i learn things too slow already.

Happiness

2011-02-14T01:37:00.002+08:00

Didn't have much time to blog.

Monday, had meeting regrading the next batch post.

Tuesday, head down for a free movie.

Wednesday, stayed home the whole day.

Thursday, practice for the last Octet performance for some SP achiever award.

Friday, OFFICIALLY STEP DOWN FROM SP STRING ENSEMBLE.

Congrats people ! We have come so far together ! (:

Been thru so much up and down. (:

Let's wish the 16th batch all the best in handling the club.

No major problems to be happen yeah. (:

Saturday, head school at 8am, i reach at 8.24am tho.

Head down to Auditorium for the SP achiever award thing.

And it's from School Of Business. Nice one.

And I saw my face at the power point slides. WAH LAO EH.

The best part is that it is not an on stage performance, but still quite expose

SB lecturers, tell me how 'not' stressful I am. TSK.

Sitting right behind me, not very near, was my course manager and the team.

oO!

Alright, that's my last Octet performance with SP Strings.

Had much memories with SP String Ensemble.

Ever since the 1st quartet performance till the last octet performance.

It's such a great thing, where I could perform and bring music to everyone. (:

althoughthe1stquartetwasadiaster!

Our next aim : Mozart concert, combine with Mr Choy(SPSE advisor) choir.

It will be on the 4th September 2011 at Singapore Polytechnic Convention Center/Auditorium.

And the last official concert with SPSE, CRXII.

2011-02-11T22:14:00.000+08:00

finally.

it's the last day if exam.

yet.

i have 5 module exam. SIGH.

2011-01-30T23:54:00.002+08:00

how i feel to be in my family right now.

everyone don't seems to understand how important studies is.

all i can say the number of post that i say about my family is rising.

seriously, can my eldest sis be more thoughtful for us ?

always, always, AND I REALLY MEANT ALWAYS.

just dump her kids with us and run with her new guy.

self-fish. self-center. narrow minded bitch.

can you just bring your kid home to stay with you EVERYDAY ?

your youngest child is a just BOMB to all of us !

do you know, she's 11, and act like some ah-lian already.

not coming home after school.

go out and didn't inform anyone at home.

switch off handphone.

the worst part of her, she cheated money.

maybe just like less than $10 thingy.

but, what if she grow up being like that ?

what if, she go and steal and rob ?

what if she grow up and some guy cheated her ?

what if she sell herself for money ?

we scold her not because we hate her, we trying to teach her.

BUT WHY DONT SHE LEARN !

Samantha Dear, please.

your aunts don't hate you.

if we really hate you we won't be bothered to scold you too.

just say sorry to your 2nd aunt is that difficult ?!

and seriously, you are the one that lie to her !

just because your mum called to ask you borrow money from 2nd aunt to buy a new bottle 1st ?

and YOU didn't you ask from her friend !

that's lying.

i don't know how to save you, if you don't change.

a message to my eldest niece, from your youngest aunt.

2011-01-30T23:16:00.000+08:00

eh, you need time for you and your family don't i need too ?

all you think is about you yourself, self-centered person.

just because we never say anything doesn't mean we agree to anything.

so buzz off. tyvm.

String Ensemble, it's just my daily routine

2011-01-27T00:01:00.002+08:00

Seriously, felt so empty with the usual Tuesday lao shi lesson and Ensemble.

like somethings missing in life, yet it's changing back to my normal life.

weird huh ?! i don't know how to explain it too.

it's just self-explanatory.

well well well, start to focus on studies ! (:

for whatever that happen yesterday, it's just a stupid mistake.

everyone made mistake right, if you are that good, i should have let you do the job.

but have you done your part ?

so stop criticize on others and reflect on yourself.

look at what you have not done and stop acting like you are the smart one.

thanks you.

Post Concert Syndrome

2011-01-23T01:51:00.007+08:00

I have my very 1st String Ensemble concert with my most awesome-ness friends.

I have to admit, i can't bear it to end so quickly.

it's just like yesterday we started playing Three Slavonic Dances.

The very 1st song that we received.

and it seems like seconds ago where we decided to play rosin eating zombie from outer space.

From March 2010 till now, January 2011.

about 10 months of practicing.

Although we 2nd violins didn't play well, BUT WE DID IT.

p/s the year 3 are leaving us. ):

i will certainly miss thursday with you guys.

Like how we chiong to FC4 and have dinner.

And chiong back from FC4 for ensemble.

miss making fun of each other, miss going out with each other, miss all the fun.

it won't be the same without you guys around, seriously.

all the guidance and teaching.

all the up and down.

all the major and minor camps.

AND I MISS HOW WE HAVE DAY 0 to cut the cardboards.

How we come together and solve problems give each other support.

everything just come so naturally.

p/p/s i write until like they are no longer with us like that. HAHAHA

but anyway, i just hope our 16th batch will be as awesome as the 15th batch and we will be as awesome like NOW.

the 14th and 15th batch.

our officer will be leaving this monday.

let's all wish her all the best in her studies ! (:

And let's hope that the new officer will be as good as NING !

Singapore Polytechnic String Ensemble

2010 - 2011

We did it.

Let's all give a pat on our shoulder and give each other a pat too !

The next concert shall be the same like how it is now (:

p/p/p/s i guess everyone is still in post concert syndrome.

don't be shy people just say out how you feel and you will eventually feel better. (:

see you guys is school/airport on MONDAY ! (:

SPSE HUAT AH !

--EDITED on the next day--

THE YEAR 3 !

we have been together in the club for 2 years.

ever since i join the FOC for SPSE when i was year 1, i bet many know my name but dont know me, COOL NAME RIGHT ! xD

Let's start from the front of the photo.

paiseh arh, some long some short. HEHE

YanJun !

The 14th and 15th cello "slackional" leader ! aka EVIL.

My publication shi fu !

Was under her hands since i was year 1, was busy doing publication designs with tangshit that time.

Althou i dont really know you at that point of time, but now, we can crap and play spongebob, play tangjie ! Life is never stressful with you around !

Angela !

The 14th Vice-president ! aka Lazy KFC.

The memory of you is, MAHJONG.

And how yanyan keep say auntie angela !

keep playing the cello ! and be like yoyoma !

Chooyi !

The 14th Viola Slackional Leader ! aka Chewy the ice cream man.

can't remember how i start to interact with you.

but the most irritating one in the club !

the always say a lot of crap but always make sense. HAHA !

another person that will think of is Mahjong and Orh Cheh ! ):

Can i donate my fats to you ! LIKE SERIOUSLY ! D:

Samuel Low !

The 14th Violin Sectional Leader ! aka the shy Ah-girl !

always see you stick with Mr Aw !

thanks for helping me and teaching me in violin stuff.

i was really really unsure about how to teach violin !

but you were there to help out !

if you didn't help, i think 2nd violin will just die like that arh !

Benjamin Tan !

The 14th membership secretary ! aka the irritating desk partner !

oh yes, my group leader together with xian tao !

the always didn't come practice one !

seriously if you didn't volunteeringly come back to 2nd violin, i got no desk partner liao sia !

than i will be sitting at the back alone EMO-ING.

thanks for listening to my crap during ensemble and my NO NUMBER scores ! HEHEHE.

and of cause for entertaining me when i was about to sleep during ensemble.

that's all, cannot write too long later people complaint.

ZhenQin !

the 14th QM ! aka the horny tiko AW QQ.

concerto grosso must be your worst nightmare right !

Don't worry, you did well ! :D

2nd violin will learn from you one ! (:

didn't really know you till i enter ensemble and start laoshi lesson.

since than we have been training home with your "girlfriend" shitshit and zhonghoo !

all the craps and everything that we talk about in the train.

Hahahs ! nice knowing you arh ! LT ! xP

Hui Kheng !

the 14th welfare ! aka the EEEE, pinky in your mouth !

actually didn't really talk to you until the last few months.

we train back home together after ensemble, but few times you pangseh us. ):

thanks for the kinder surprise ! (:

CheeMing !

the 14th president ! aka the not so white chinese man.

see i so good right, i never say you BLACK. :X

thanks for the small note that you wrote, well, i'll try my best ! (:

i think you are the 1st few people that i know bah, since your FO camp !

and I STILL CAN REMEMBER I SPEAK TO YOU IN ENGLISH WHEN I SIGN UP FOR SPSE !

for the two years, you taught us a lot about everything.

although the insults never END.

thanks for everything !

WayneFoo !

HI WAYNE FOOL.

alrights, you and your sucky attitude.

and i got $800 in my wallet don't know how sia attitude.

really owe beat arh.

anyway, you did well in your violin ! as when i know you, your violin skill, AHEM.

but once you enter 1st violin, BOOM, suddenly very good.

What you eat arh ? teach me to be that pro or pro-er than you.

HAHA.

JasonChan !

YO FOC group mate !

SORRY ARH, cannot accompany you finish the NIGHTWALK !

i very lousy i know. xP

thanks for the constant disturbance arh, so stop saying me. TYVM.

anyway, you were awesome ! your guitar skill and when you play the guitar is damn COOL !

don't stop the music !

let the world hear you !

YEAH I FINALLY FINISH THE POST FOR THE SENIORS !

now my batch of people (:

THE AWESOME 15th BATCH !

We are so awesome that no one can over take us ! (:

from the left back (:

ChrisYong !

The double bassist and cellist ! aka three letter word-KXX. XP

i know you since the camp ! you are just irritating that time, AND NOW ALSO.

thanks for teaching my cello ! althou only one scale ! HAHA !

let's continue to work hard for the mozart and CRXLL ! (:

stay in the club and teach me cello arh !

Lionel Choong !

the 15th QM ! aka the "aiya, so easy"

assistant for the TMWGT camp !

hmm, everytime act smart one ! HAHAHA

well, enjoy working with you as a team mate, the way you bought up issues and shoot the person directly. HAHAHA

if dont have you arh, i think we don't strings to use already ! but my bow ! ):

another year to go !

let's work double-ly hard !

XinYee !

the 15th Librarian ! aka the blur ah lian.

at first tot you soft soft, dont dare to talk one.

but once we know you wah lao eh, talk a lot sia !

not forgetting the your package people ! xD

althou you blur blur one but when it comes to your job stuff you did a good thing !

and without you, we got no score to play sia !

continue working hard and play the violin okay ! (:

oh rest well arh, PAI KAH ! :P

Jiahui !

The 15th LoanShark ! aka Lao Ah Peh, zhang xin zhe.

the another fake fake quiet one.

tskk, is noisy one, but always act quiet.

*shake head*

the moment i type your name, "eh, concert ticket money !" pop out from my mind !

and return my $2.90 ! HAHAHA ! :P

if SPSE dont have you, i wont get back my money arh ! :P

still got two more concert ! JIAYOU ARH !

Kim !

15th Secretary ! aka Sleep Queen.

everytime see you hor, you always fall asleep one leh.

teach me how to sleep so fast can ?! HEHEHEHE.

enjoyed reading the minutes that you always send.

VERY detailed, like every word we say.

and i miss the way you say " aiyo !"

if we dont have you, no one will be this good to write the minutes like you did ! (:

HAHAHA ! xD

ZhongHoo !

15th Assistant SL ! aka you got too many dont know which one to use.

thanks all the while for helping out in every way and another.

i think if i doing alone i will just die of stress.

oh yes, my FO camp mate !

the very woman - boy.

and always don't admit old one ! TSKKK.

ITC is really ITC !

if SPSE don't have you, we don't have ITC already and violin will die.

see you in 1st violin arh while i sit at 2nd violin seat ! xD

Susan sim !

15th Membership secretary ! aka the violent one.

warning to guys, don't try to poke her from the back.

or wear something to protect 1st.

thanks for your listening ears when i don't know who to turn to.

when i know you have your own problems.

let's give each other our best listening ears yeah ! (:

if we dont have you, we dont have any new member in the club ! (:

jiayou ! :D

Elaine !

15th event coordinator ! aka Benjamin "best" friend.

niao.

hahahs ! miss you saying that, everything also niao !

great job in playing the cello !

continue to work this hard ok ! (:

remember to wear your retainer every night arh !

let's all fight our way to achieve what we want ! :D

if SPSE never choose you, we don't have a place for our concert !

All the best ! :D

Cally !

15th QM ! aka Maid; curtain hair. Oppps. :X

we both are very stressed during the concert period.

you know i know we all know.

PUBLICATION ! O:

like, we so busy and busy over this and that.

quotation, print sample, not nice edit than i send you, than send them again.

thinking of it right now, is like, super irritated about it.

BUT IT'S OVER !

I miss how we, wah lao eh, that supplier and who who who.

p/s i want violin bow, cannot trust lionel lah ! T.T

if we don't know you, there won't be any instrument soon ! everyone steal back home !

Principle player next concert arh ! JIAYOU ! (:

Gina !

15th President ! aka fourth floor.

thanks for all the contribution to the club.

all the stress that you have, yet still worrying for all of us.

thanks Gina ! (:

i will confirm miss you when you go to da lian ! ):

we all will ! thanks for all the encouragement that you constantly give it to us.

things that you have plan for us.

and the small little little note that you wrote i still keep in my wallet ! (:

if you are not the President, i think we won't be this bonded as one, and with the seniors.

Good job Gina !

let's jiayou together okay ! (:

lastly,

TangJie !

15th Vice-president ! aka "tall" tangshit the boyboy.

the very 1st person that i actually talked to in the subcom meeting.

and since than, you are appointed as the secretary for the TMWGT camp

i'm like very relied on you leh. HAHAHA xP

ever since you are my son/daughter, the relationship between us like getting better and better.

althou the small fights and misunderstanding that we always have.

thanks for being such a fun size friend, and a fun toy ! xP

TAP TAP REVENGE !

if you are not the VP, i guess, Gina will die of stress very soon. and we dont have a good leader to look up to !

Please practice triple-ly hard for the violin ! you can one ! (:

yeah ! i'm done with posting ! (:

let's all work hard together okay ! :D

* photos up in next post when i got all the photos ! (: *

love

2011-01-17T22:42:00.002+08:00

oh baby.

i love you more than anyone will do.

can you be kind to me and better to me every time i see you ?

I want to own you.

Death

2011-01-17T11:02:00.001+08:00

i love the word that i use as my title.

it's just too cool.

hey

2011-01-17T10:14:00.001+08:00

you have change.

2011-01-16T22:07:00.001+08:00

Using shoutmix ! :D

Five more days !

all the best people !

2011-01-16T21:59:00.000+08:00

i have decided not to use cbox chat box !

lousy.

2011-01-14T23:51:00.001+08:00

hate my blog like seriously. it need an extreme make over.

and the chat box is irritating.

just like a bitch.

with all the spams.

2011-01-14T00:30:00.002+08:00

it's just one more week.

friends !

go leh go leh !

it's just one week before concert.

all the political problems happen right now.

what's wrong of not allowing to wear gown dress and stuff ?

pants and shirt, standardize, cannot meh ?

weird, maybe we are weird too.

it depends on how ones sees it.

and i've been giving in too much that i hate myself.

2011-01-13T01:11:00.002+08:00

On the 12 Jan 2011.

Things happen for a reason.

HuiKheng !

Thanks for helping me with the signature board this afternoon !

Drawing the words and pasting the ribbon !

Although I don't let you cut ! :P

Gina !

Thanks for cutting the Chinese words for me !

Especially the super small 老 !

And also the form papers !

TangJie !

Ok, i cannot think of anything.

OH, you help me buy dinner ! LOL

plan to go home with TangJie at 7.30pm just now.

but cannot finish, so i say 8pm.

end up we went for K session at T1402 with the mic that yue xiang brought for rehearsal.

AND WENT OFF AT 10PM !!

WAHAHA.

All rights.

i have to faster finish everything BY TUESDAYYYYYYY !

Next friday concert liaoooooooooooooooooooo !

2011-01-13T01:07:00.003+08:00

seriously, who can i believe and trust ?

breaking apart soon with everything coming so soon.

concert

projects and other stuff.

and i just volunteer to help my sis with her house warming !

anyway, telling me something and tell other people the other thing, you think fun ?

crapped.

when i say that you say it, you say you didn't.

am i suppose to carry the "mistake" that i made ?

a big fat NO.

NO.

it's none of our fault, it's the way you express it, and the way i understand it.

we all think differently.

we all have different way to interpret things.

we grew up so different that we met each other and change our life ?

don't you all think so ?

i rant i scold i eat i shit i sleep i study i dream i cry i breathe i win i lose i learn i know

we all are.

we are facing the same thing over and over and over and over again.

why is this happening at this time ?

2011-01-13T01:02:00.001+08:00

give me a break and stop acting like you are smart and mature.

this makes you look stupid, like seriously.

arhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, shut up.

2011-01-10T23:28:00.002+08:00

when i stop fighting doesn't mean that i lost the battle.

when i stop arguing doesn't mean that i have defeated.

when i stop caring doesn't mean that i really don't care.

when i stop thinking doesn't mean that i don't think.

when i stop working doesn't mean that i won't help.

when i stop all this, i still want you as a friend.

so don't get over the border of my kindness.

tyvm.

2011-01-10T23:21:00.002+08:00

Went Sentosa for Honey's Birthday celebration !

photos all at facebook. HEHE

had fun at there !

although it was raining the whole day, it didn't ruin the mood of playing !

went over to imbiah station and head to 4D max !

had the pirates and log ride !

awesome ride, had fun shout and screaming ! xD

i want to try all the ride in sentosa !

megazip and so on !

we had an agreement, after ITP go sentosa play one whole day !

HAHAS !

Let's hope we can yeah ! :D

2011-01-10T01:05:00.002+08:00

这个世界，比我想象中，还要的复杂。

为什么，每个人都不能以小人之心得生活呢？

以小人之心，度君子之腹。

i really don't get what my friend trying to say sometimes.

"even if you are being used(利用), you also don't know. stop treating people good."

Ok lah, that's what i think my friend is trying to tell me.

Eh stupid, tell me if i'm correct.

ineedprotectionidontwanttobeusedagainiwanttobesmartandreadotherpeoplemindandnotbesostupidandbeusedbythem.

iknowibreakdowneasilyiknowiamnotsmartiknowhowpeoplearoundmearetreatingme.

atleastiamhappyofwhatiamdoingrightnow.

iknowiamstupid.

stupid.

2011-01-09T20:54:00.001+08:00

death is so much better than troubles.

2011-01-09T02:07:00.001+08:00

just a random thought of the day.

以小人之心，度君子之腹

does that makes me look weak on the outside ?

actually i am.

2011-01-09T01:39:00.002+08:00

Happy 19th Birthday LOH SHI TING !

the very bimbotic honey that always mess up "neat" hair ! ):

ok, i just found a very nice picture of me ! YEAH ! xD

Anyway, knew that person for, 1 year plus, going to 2 years in april !

the personality that you people wouldn't wish to know.

let me list down 19 thing about her.

1. cam whore-r

2. still cam whore-r

19. extreme cam whore-r

HEHEHE !

paiseh arh, although very short post, as my english is very limited.

I hope you know what i mean lah hor HONEY ! :D

Happy 19th Birthday !

Let's go somewhere soon !!! :P

Boys Over Flowers OST 꽃보다 남자 OST - Strange Sun 낯선 해 (Piano + Keyboard)

2011-01-07T23:45:00.000+08:00

the current drama i'm watching.
Boys over flowers, the Korean one.
Sorry lah, everytime i got home is about 11pm to 12midnight already.
with all the practices and practices.

so yeah, i love this so that much that i'm trying to play the violin and piano parts(treble clef) !
seriously, the notes for 1st violin is too high already.
i've only learn violin for, 1year and 9 months !
got no piano background, but well, at least i did have music background !

all rights, this is the song !

2011-01-07T00:41:00.002+08:00

seriously, what the * is wrong with my * up life.

i want to reduce the number of vulgarities i use this year, but 1st week, so much disgusting things happen.

And i think i use more than ten each day. DANG !

seriously.

everything seems to up against me.

everything seems to be my fault.

maybe it's not, but i just don't feel good.

stop insulting me you bastards.

i really had reach my maximum limit today.

and i had enough, once twice.

NO NEED TO SAY IT EVERY * DAY RIGHT ?

when i still happy happy rebut say you whatever means i'm still ok with.

not till when i kept quiet and you bastards still continue right ?

not that i want to call you a bastard.

i got nothing else to replace with.

my vocab is very limited.

I REPEAT.

MY VOCAB IS VERY LIMITED.

ok enough of that.

what's worst.

something which i think will happen, actually do.

not that I alone decide not to let that 2 not to play for this year concert.

I've ask and discuss and made the decision.

Look at it, how's your attendance ?

If is exam, you are already de-bar from exams !

First you said it's okay, because you were busy with other commitment.

I hope YOU understand this.

The other i shall not even bother.

never come for more than 10 practice also want to go concert.

go ahead and made your own concert okay ?!

lazy.

ok, back to the 1st one.

go ahead and tell your best friend about not letting you to go for concert.

and let your friend tell my friend to tell me to let you go into concert because you have a cert.

having a cert doesn't mean you are good.

not having a cert doesn't mean you are not good.

it's all about your mindset.

how one wants to work on it.

everybody is capable of doing it.

why don't you just come straight to me and ask me ?

why must you pass to another person, than that another person pass to another one than back to me ?

this is just like what happen in the past.

miscommunication.

seriously, once it comes to communication part, i would like to have at least two people involve rather than one to one, you can bring one person or two that you trust, than i can bring one or two that i trust and we will talk about it. at least there's someone there to listen and be or witness about the whole event right ? i've learn it from the last incident, so i'm very mindful of everyone, or should i say, i don't trust being alone with one person. but now, more and more people know, which i think they already know, now some thinks i shouldn't do that, some think that i did the correct thing ! so who the * should i listen to ? it's just like how someone pester me about YES OR NO. that person clearly know who YOU are. com'on, not everything can be done so straight forward, we need to think and discuss. like better in the sense right ? so you can go ahead and tell the head vice head any other leader. THEY ALL KNOW WHY I DON'T LET YOU PLAY. so you can save your breathe from asking everyone can i still play for this concert ? it's MAX IRRITATING when one by one come tell me, how, what you want to say. to the extent, i already don't want to bother, if you want to play than you better come for ALL the practice from now on. but sorry, it's too late to change everything, what is decided is FINAL.

not that we don't have other things to do, at least we still come for practices and stuff like that.

i know you can play, but are you up to laoshi standard ?

i know you are capable, but you can or not ?

ask yourself few question before pointing fingers at someone else.

i rather not to talk than to talk already, because whatever good things i say, will eventually turn bad.

i have enough of all this shit already, how i wish i can pass down the things ASAP.

and hope the next batch will do a better job than i do.

Because I suck being the SL.

i screw up the freshies lesson due to my laziness.

i screw up the sectional because i'm too lazy.

i screw up my own practice because i'm too lazy.

i screw up the 2nd violin section because i didn't have enough sectional with them.

i think i have done enough for it.

i think i have done more than what i should do.

or maybe, i should not even volunteer to do stuff, so i won't be so stress over it.

so yeah, right.

if i practice, people say that i fake hardworking.

if i never practice, people say i lazy.

if other people practice and i never, they also say i lazy.

if other people never practice, they also say i lazy, because i didn't get my section to practice.

if i tell them like that particular tuesday, someone will not be happy about it.

if i don't tell them that tuesday, someone else will think that i'm useless.

if i'm close with someone, they mouth won't keep shut.

if i'm not close with someone, they mouth also won't keep shut.

seriously, WHAT ELSE YOU ALL WANT ME TO DO ?!

2010-12-29T23:18:00.002+08:00

Hi.

I'm back from the three days three night INTENSIVE training camp.

Seriously intensive.

I can't be bothered to blog about what we done in the training camp.

What can i say ?

Laoshi lesson.

Sectionals.

Ensemble.

Sectionals.

Self practice.

Do WAD.

Ensemble.

Sectionals.

Self practice.

Self reflection.

Self practice.

Ensemble.

Discussion.

Ghost stories.

Discussions.

The last day.

Update file.

Ensemble.

Full song rehearsal + video taking.

DAMN TIRED.

My fingers hurt.

Everyone finger hurts.

Concert is coming !

Let's jiayou ! :)

2010-12-28T02:56:00.000+08:00

I just spend $36 on medical fee.

and i need more sleep.

it's almost 3am.

I WANT TO SLEEP.

Intensive Training Camp

2010-12-26T22:35:00.002+08:00

I will be away for Intensive Training Camp on the 27th to 29th December.

When,

My projectssss are not done.

When,

My flu is getting worst.

When,

I don't know what else to say.

2010-12-26T00:19:00.002+08:00

Merry Flu-y Christmas !

I just wasted a lot of tissues, after wasting a lot of warping paper for the presents.

oh well, i hope i really get well soon !!

Anyway !

On the 21st Jan 2011 !

Singapore Polytechnic String Ensemble will be having their annual concert !

Venue at Lee Foundation Theater, NAFA campus 3 !

Which is near Sim Lim Square !

Ticket are selling fast !

Each ticket at pricing at 12bucks !

Tell me if you are going, so i can keep a ticket for you ! :)

All rights.

BYE ! :D

2010-12-25T00:04:00.001+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS !

2010-12-24T20:58:00.001+08:00

SENTOSA !

2010-12-22T21:59:00.002+08:00

Went Zirca last night !

Before that we have xmas gift exchange with the clique !

Had dinner at BK bar !

My Secret Santa !

WYLIE EO ! :D

Haven't take the picture of the gift yet !

It's an angel cup with a hand made Xmas card !

Back to Zirca

For the hiphop dance battle thing.

Alright, didn't manage to take photo of the dance battle.

After the dance battle that's the 'crowd' in the dance floor.

Oh well.

Was kinda turn off because we couldn't get to the Rebel side.

Sat down at the sofa area to wait for more people to go down to the dance floor.

Anyway, we took pictures in the toilet before we headed down to the dance floor.

Seriously, it looks like we were shopping shopping and shopping.

Like some taitai ! :X

We dance till 5am and leave the club.

And was discussing about stuff real sick stuff.

Boobs size, condom, vibrator, oh well, woman.

Can really crap that much.

Reach home at 7.45am

Cui. Bath and sleep.

Woke up at 11am.

Fever. Awesome.

Text the possible people that will be in the club to help me take over the lesson.

Headed out at 2pm to mail my stuff out.

Alright, and bought xmas gift for tomorrow SENTOSA !

Alright, flu better go away !

Heading to school early morning to get the vollllllllley ballllll !

Sentosa ! Here I come ! :D

2010-12-16T23:05:00.003+08:00

all right.

i have not been blogging recently.

well a longgggggggggg post ahead.

CLICK ON THE NUFFNANG ADVERTISEMENT ! :P

i shall post one week before exam ?!

i guess that was when i found out that someone called me a dog.

such a bitch.

i guess the word bitch suit me more than dog.

WOOFWOOFWOOF.

forget it, she's just plain brainless.

(LOL) ok me too. (LOLLLLLLL)

was really mugging hard for the MST during that period.

MATH MATH MATH MATH

FMFMFMFMFMFM

SDTSDTSDTSDT

BPMBPMBPM

it drive me crazy. totally.

well, i still manage to keep going now.

Math project

WAD individual assignment

SDT project

BPM project

projects after project

it really killing

yet, this is how we enjoy being a student.

i don't wish to work.

exam week

everything is still okay.

i guess.

i hope i pass everything. ):

the last day of the paper

went for a "class" outing.

14 people turn up.

seriously, what are they so freaking afraid of ?!

do I or WE look scary ?

don't dare to talk to us when you are the ones that provoked us in your blog ?

com'on.

class ? neh.

holiday.

i spend the whole monday in school.

i than spend 3 days 2 night in school.

and i will be going down to school tomorrow.

Violin project meeting violin violin violin violin meeting assignment assignment project project project project project project project assignment assignment.

i don't have holiday like i have in the past anymore.

i want to travel and run away from the reality.

i don't wish to see myself break down and stuff like that.

oh well, i always worry for other people.

how about other people ?

do they worry about themselves and the current situation ?

not that i don't want to let everyone have the chance of experience.

we don't have time and commitment.

if i rant less.

if i dont think that much.

if i die.

if i wasn't there.

if i was not like that.

if i worry less.

Tron

2010-12-09T18:29:00.004+08:00

TRON

Synopsis of the movie:

Sam Flynn (Hedlund), a rebellious 27-year-old, is haunted by the mysterious disappearance of his father Kevin Flynn (Bridges), a man once known as the world’s leading video-game developer. When Sam investigates a strange signal sent from the old Flynn’s Arcade — a signal that could only come from his father– he finds himself pulled into a digital world where Kevin has been trapped for 20 years. With the help of the fearless warrior Quorra (Wilde), father and son embark on a life-or-death journey across a cyber universe — a universe created by Kevin himself that has become far more advanced with vehicles, weapons, landscapes and a ruthless villain who will stop at nothing to prevent their escape.

Website: www.disney.com.sg/tron

(Credit www.nuffnang.sg)

anyway.

log on to FACEBOOK

and go to http://www.facebook.com/TronSG

click for larger image !

Go to the web page !

Like it !

And go on to application !

well, once log into the application page it should look like this.

there's three application

so yeah i've tried the 1st two.

photobooth !

upload a picture or take a photo instantly.

than you can adjust the contrast and stuff.

and rotate the photo.

zoom in zooooooooooooom out.

basically it's done ! :D

and arrow arrow thing is i added myself.

navigate around in the application itself.

2nd application

the video thing !

alrights.

upload a photo or take an instant one. (again)

oh yes, find one that is right in the middle.

you don't want your face to be chop off, right ?!
so the photo is being process.

it's a long wait.

just wait, hahas !

so yeah, i've been in the movie !

hahas !

the best part,

the mouth actually did move.

this is the last application.

i didn't try it thou.

anyway, the movie is by Disney and will be showing up soon !

be sure to catch it ! :)